Diary Entry #1

Today I was had PE and we had a freaking bleep test before the actual game so we got icky and sweaty before actually playing volleyball. But it was good in a sense that some people were tired already so they didn't run for the ball that much and my team won easily and we got to wait for the other match to finish and I got to see the guys playing basketball in the other court. I love basketball, I can't play for shit but I love watching it and I know all the violations and point system so I was enjoying watching it. One of my friends was playing. He is on the nerdy side with glasses and all but now he's so intense. I seemed like he knew what he was doing. Like, my mind was going, "James is sporty too, WTF that's unfair, he's smart already." There were a lot of things going on my mind at the time but it all stopped when he jumped for the rebound and his shirt lifted up a bit. I was looking from a ground perspective and HOLY HECK! He has abs. No this is not me being thirsty, it's just that I knew he kept in shape but not THAT in shape. I had to go back to the volleyball game and I won that too being the competitive gal I am. 

I'm so happy I have AP English with James after. I get to tease him about his abs. Apparently, his dad told him to work out because he was a nerd and he might get bullied for it so he did. He worked out and did some self defense stuff like kick boxing and Muay Thai but he really just loved basketball. It was his passion, he didn't want to be a varsity though because he needed to prioritize his studies and he thought that he wouldn't fit it with the other jocks. It was so cute, and I've never seen him that way but dang, James is hot in a stud muffin kind of way. 

(P.S. I actually got to touch his abs because I was really curious so when he was sitting beside me and I really couldn't stop myself so I poked it. DAFAQ it was still hard. He was sitting and it was hard af. I think my shocked face was caught cause his ears turned red. I touched again with my whole hand now and woah! I need to train with him. I don't want a six pack or something. I just want my body to be that toned) 

I think I sound so thirsty but at least I'm allowed to do this because I'm not committed to anyone and I'm just a curious friend. Maybe I'm weird but hahaha get used to it. It's part of the Agnes package. 

Boyfriendless Diaries

This a story. My story. I'm Agnes Rhodes and I've never had a boyfriend. This may mean a lot of things and open up to all my inexperience, but who cares? I'm gone this far with a boyfriend and I'm fine. Of course, I'm not a man hater but why go looking for something that is just going to come to me? I'm sure if I'm myself and show people my true self, someone will come into my life and become my other half without my incessant looking. And if it's not for me, then fine. I can handle it. Right now, I'm single, I'm free, I'm opinionated, I'm young, and I'm a believer.  I'm just a girl who likes to write about random things and random events that are remarkable. So, enjoy! 

new story I guess. I think I can stick to this one now. I can't assure a super amazing story but I can try. :D